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[Fatherhood] “but I’m not ready, not ready at all. Prime of my time here on this earth, the duality of life.” [V1] I don’t know what to expect I’m scared to death, can i adapt to my own fears, can I live for someone else’s life? With so much beauty nature and soul, I’d hate myself if I were to lose control, my life is no longer my own but that’s a good thing I guess. [Ch] The rat-race can get to fuck, I need to raise my own, I don’t want kitchens and fittings to become interesting, I’m still rebelling in my youth but I guess that’s the ambivalence of impending fatherhood. [V2] None of this will mean the end we’ll still have his smile to share and there is when his heart beats in unison with mine, none of this will mean the end we’ll still have his smile to share.
[Fade to drama] “I can’t cope, I’m doing my best and we’re still getting nowhere, why do you have to make my life so difficult?”
“At least you have a life, I’m trapped I have nothing for me!”
“Look I’m sorry come here”
“Get away from me! GET AWAY FROM ME!” (Baby crying fades in).
[Ch] The rat-race can get to fuck, I need to raise my own, I don’t want club cards to become a priority, I’m still rebelling in my youth but I guess that’s the ambivalence of impending fatherhood. [Ou] Society can get to fuck I need to find my way home, I’m ahead of my time and now I’m being left behind, I’m alive without actually living, without a pulse am I dreaming or breathing, dying is a once in a lifetime opportunity.

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from Anarchy in my basement Act 1: Looking for someone, something, anything., released August 3, 2016

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I'm into collaborating and recording and performing the ideas in my head, not very prolific but I love what I do.

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